October 2010
15 posts
“when all else fails, stop. buy a brain.”
options
think
choose
enjoy or regret
endure
excel
accomplish
pride
gratified
and the process continues.
again and again.
but the result might not always be the same.
so, pick up the control and play the ‘a’ game.
<3
Everyday, in the things or people i saw, i know that the world is getting old. I am afraid for i have sinned. I need to help myself to be helped and no one can help me except for the Almighty. I am very sure of that.
HE who gives me the strength when i was down and low, HE who lay out the options in front of me to choose and when i chose wrong, it is still HE who flash the alert light and make me...
well. okay.
first week wasn’t so bad after all.
adapting, adapting, adapting.
but i can’t help it if i am clumsy and muddle-headed at times, right?
1) stone-ing into tutorial, took out wrong book for wrong module.
2) texted my friend, confirming the class and i typed the wrong classroom number. guess what? i typed the next day’s classroom number for that timing. =S
3) had...
one day i will invent a machine that can freeze time and keep the moments we will always want to remember in a box. the moments kept will able to be experienced again and again; each time a first time.
one day i will invent a machine that can hibernate my body till the day i decide to continue playing. the energy stored will help me excel in the things i do; each try a better result.
i am...
years back, it was a mistake. it was a mistake knowing and maybe even crushing on you. months back, you asked me out so many times but never once did i acknowledge it. today, you asked me the reason why. i didn’t realise you made quite an impact in my life. i see my past each time i contact you; you remind me of the girl i used to be. someone whom i wished i never was.
so yes, today, you...
can i not go to school?
can i just laze around?
work whenever i want,
study whenever i want.
i have a sick feeling down the pit of my stomach.
i hate it.
i hate the start of something new.
being the only new kid, really sucks.
my back is hurting like nobody’s business and it really suck to feel it coming periodically; affecting my daily life. it’s a job hazard, really.
how did i get so far without even realising it getting worse each day? how could i have neglected my own health while trying to help others? how could i even tolerate the pain when it actually came? i know i have a high threshold for pain...
i started this blog mainly for my own personal consumption. to let go of whatever things i have in my mind. not necessarily about love, hurt or other personal reasons; even though those things do affect me. i mean, who doesn’t get affected by those things? even the most ego person you can find are actually affected by them. they just have a stronger shield in front of them thus they hide those...
senses.
in those eyes i see myself,
i see flashes of light, so bright,
blinding my senses,
with nothing left.
through those mouth i feel myself,
i taste the impurities of life’s goods,
choking my throat,
with nothing left.
with those hands i feel myself,
so rough, frigid and cold,
numbing my mind,
with nothing left.
from those ears i hear myself,
voice so sharp and whiny,
irritate...
