November 2010
12 posts
even if i manage to write a 1000 word essay, i still will not be able to convey my feelings thoroughly. i don’t know what do i really want. my heart points towards one thing but mind kept on reminding me the pros and cons. what should i do?
i don’t have a guardian angel to guide me.
thus, i am stuck.
between all the if’s and why’s, i know somewhere out there i can find...
fear is an emotion worth conquering.
do you think so?
“turn the other cheek”
when you see yourself out from your comfort zone, can you tell the difference of what’s real and not? to always ask questions but never get an answer that suffices, will somebody tell me to stop asking?
nothing is enough. nothing ever really suffice one’s beastly appetite for life. to live without plan and boundaries may seem alright but is it really acceptable? think of those days...
something that people preach,
something that people do.
is it really worth every minute and energy?
couldn’t care less,
couldn’t think more,
is it really true i can refrain from any emotions?
things we ever did,
things we never say,
is it really supposed to be this way?
never simple before,
never going to be easier at all,
is it really sad to see life crumbling and...
lost the capability of seeing my self-worth.
i don’t owe anybody an explanation for whatever shit i am doing. i am happy enough to be alone at times and i don’t need anybody questioning me why. actually, i am most happy when i am given time for myself after a long week. even so, i do admit it’s nice to catch up with friends once in awhile. the random updates on one another’s life.
so yes,
give me a room and...
“prepare for destruction.”
i feel lost. i don’t know why and i don’t want to know why. the truth may or may not serve me any purpose. instead of studying, i find myself blogging, watching movies or doing other things. i lost my focal point and i want to find it back again.
fuck miza, there isn’t any turning back now. the random why’s are bothering me and i can feel, deep down, i missed it so much. i...
