April 2010
28 posts
‘Migraine is not a headache’.
4 phases of migraine. Not everybody experience all 4 phases.
1) The Prodrome
~~ symptoms:
food cravings
constipation or diarrhea
mood changes: depression, irritability, etc.
muscle stiffness, especially in the neck
fatigue
increased frequency of urination
2) The Aura
~~ symptoms:
visual symptoms: flashing lights, wavy lines, spots, partial...
sometimes i don’t think there is anything wrong with us, i think it’s just you. there is something in you that we can’t understand. you made us this way. you ticked at the slightest remark. am i becoming you? i hope not. i seriously truly deep down sincerely hope not.
what did i do to make you reply me that way? i was just asking you a question. i don’t think it was an...
on top of an already busy schedule, i’m looking forward to these:
nani’s bro wedding, edd’s birthday party, nisa’s bachelorette party, gf’s engagement, MY graduation, nisa’s wedding.. looks like may, june and july spells FUN FUN FUN!
excited?? you bet i am! ;)
hallow gallows swallowed.
‘i’m trying, i’m trying’, i keep on telling myself. gripping the handles with my life on its edge, i try to steer and stabilize my machine. this man-made machine i bought might be the one taking over my life. i don’t want that to happen. within seconds, things flew over me. i can’t digest what had happened. trying to find my voice amongst all explosion, i try to...
a cup of hot chocolate or a warm cup of mint tea would do me good today. imagine not being able to eat and pee for almost 8hrs? i have the right to be angry!! i am being restraint from my humanly rights!! those stupid assholes that keep on coming in, making my workload increase each milliseconds, are to be blamed and damned. it’s a bloody rainy sunday! go spend your time at home, cozying up...
“cheek fats, are you listening to my pleas? i said, ‘please go away, i hate...”
– amizaspaika
“i don’t trust people who ask me to trust them, cause then there’ll...”
– amizaspaika
a year older, a year past. a journey prolonged and a journey end. have we thank our creator enough? or is it never going to be enough? ignorance is mankind’s sickness. one only start to appreciate the little things when life is tough, or when plagued by a sickness.
it’s hard to find those who are contented with whatever they have acquired. everyday, new needs and wants are created....
“leave, i’d bring disasters to your life. flee, it’s the only way...”
– amizaspaika
so many things to say in a night, so where do we...
thanks for nothing. thanks for making me steer away from the norm. but wait, what is the norm in the first place? is there such a thing called the ‘normal way’? the acceptable way of life; the right thing to say and do? and no, i don’t need a dictionary definition for the word ‘normal’. even my kid sister can define ‘normal’.
truthfully, i just...
do you feel me talking to you and do you hear me...
don't.
please fight your monsters,
and refrain from your desires,
until the day comes,
you’ve minimize disasters.
keep your feet rooted,
and raise your heads high,
until the day comes,
you’re lucky you aren’t besotted.
“You cannot make yourself feel something you do not feel, but you can make...”
– Pearl S. Buck
i still have remnants of him left in me, i can’t deny that. the fact i’ve blogged about him a few times means he was a HUGE part of my life back then. i can’t say he isn’t a part of my life now as in a way he still is. a wise one ever say, ‘he’ll always be in your life, even though in your past’. plus, there’s a marking in my heart that proves to me,...
“to rid one’s comfort zone is to rid one’s bad habit.”
– amizaspaika
sprawled across the room, is a whole chunk of meat which makes up my lazing body. my eyes are fixated to a chick-lit that carry me away from the hustles and bustles of my everyday life. paired with 2 episodes of gossip girl and a couple sinful lemon meringue, a rainy monday like today couldn’t be any better.
for someone who works according to shifts, personal retreat is always something i...
interruption. it disrupts my train of thoughts. i can’t blame those who interrupt as i sometimes do it too but when i’m the one who’s being interrupted, i can get ticked off. so yeah, i shall learn not to interrupt others. ‘Do not do unto others what you do not want others to do unto you’.
self-esteem. it can go jelly-liked with the simplest provocation ever, no...
