May 2010
22 posts
Words like violence Break the silence Come...
today, yesterday, the day before and the previous days i had, reminded me that i am only human. there is only so much that i can take and do. if you had not known, tolerance and patience are actually limited. all the heartaches life can ever give, they just keep on coming don’t they?
i feel like i have a monster in me. like i’m going to explode one day, fragments of me strewn...
focus bitch, FOCUS!!!!
I’ll sing it one last time for you Then we...
and she whispered, 'i love you'.
have you ever wanted to talk but you don’t know to who? have you ever wanted to cry but don’t know whether you need to? have you ever want to get control of all the weird and random things that comes to your mind in the speed of a bullet?
i have so many things to say, yet i don’t know to who. not that i don’t have friends, i do. i just know they won’t understand the...
i'm not right.
turn your head the other way,
look ahead, cause i won’t stay
crush your hopes into a ball,
look ahead, cause i will fall.
breathe in deep, feel your toes
when it creeps, everything goes.
turn your head the other way,
look ahead, cause it will sway
crush your hopes into a ball,
look ahead, it’ll hit the wall.
close your eyes, hear me sing
when you cry, don’t break...
life has been very hectic lately. not much rest, both physically and mentally. last week, i learnt that sometimes, somewhere deep down, people don’t change. they just bought new clothes and where them over like a cover. they act as though people might not see right through them but when reality hits, the cover is blown. same old rotten smell still reeks from you. the stench is unbearable.
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ego is you.
a feeling of lost i can’t define,
tragic is the scene i can imagine.
wrath of one, so true so fine,
left by her lover, with no hint.
he cut across a dying heart,
killed by many, hurt by one.
her blood flows out of guard,
it bled its soul out, till left with none.
in his hands, her heart died,
in his memories, she still will live.
forced to kill, to save his pride,
that’s...
good night world. rest the souls, watch over them...
there's always "if's".
if there is still hope, prove me
if there is still tears, hate me
if there is still a chance, show me
for now, i’m hanging loose, unable to get free
if the rope snaps, catch me
if the rope lengthens, watch me
if the rope stays, avoid me
for now, i’m circling a path, unable to feel glee
if i have ever sinned, forgive me
if i have ever doubt, feel me
if i have ever question,...
i love my life. it may sound ironic, but it has its own truth. right now, i enjoy living just for myself, not for someone else. not having to bother what the significant other might think or feel. i feel free. yes, no doubt everybody needs to be loved. maybe i’m just not ready yet. simple as that. some might say i’m scared, a scaredy nerdy dready cat. they might say, ‘if you...
dropping it all down, it's heavy. i'm going to...
