August 2010
31 posts
when we can't find the energy to complain or...
tell me one thing. one thing that sums up everything. just one thing that acts as a closure. you know how i feel and with that, do you enjoy seeing me this way? i know karma’s a bitch. i am paying for ALL the time i ran away from you, bearing the fear i instilled in me. so yes, i’ll leave it here for now and when i pick it up again, i swear it’s still going to be the same till...
most days, at the end of it, all i really want is my time alone. have some time to just let my thoughts play and wander in my mind while listening to music.
sometimes, i tell a white lie, just to get away from crowds to devour that moment i finally get to be alone and away from noise. i don’t know, i feel bad but if i could, i would definitely opt for that ‘me’ time.
i enjoy...
can we please play pretend and will you promise to entertain me till the end?
will you decide to walk out on me, saying you’ve somewhere else better to be?
can you ever handle all the questions i ask, on top of the miscellaneous tasks?
will we ever achieve what we want or will it still remain undone?
can we sit on a boat to nowhere, hugging and laughing our hearts bare?
will you still...
God places the heaviest burden on those who can carry its weight.
– Reggie White
i just got a bad news and i don’t know what to feel. i think it should be a bad news, but i don’t know. i don’t really feel extremely sad or hurt. so is the news really bad or am i just numbed?
i pray the best of health for both my parents. please.
you can only imagine my irritation when i have to go pee almost 5-6 times an hour.
you can only imagine my paranoia when i felt cramps on my left abdomen.
you can only imagine me swearing under my breath every time i am in the toilet.
you can only imagine me suffering the pain and urge to pee, only to see the product is actually very little sometimes.
seriously m.fckr.
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i don’t want to be tied down yet i want to be held.
i don’t want to be cooped but i want to be kept.
i don’t want to be hurt while i want be fought.
i don’t want to be misunderstood because i want to be felt.
because no matter where you run, you’ll just end up running into yourself
– Paul Varjak, Breakfast at Tiffany’s.
I don’t understand how you can smile all day long...
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(via paradoxanddreams, mysterioustatic, lovelifeandlollipops, bindedhearts, roseanneee)
life is a movie you film and watch when you die. it is short, so prolong it with a smile. there is no use in trying to figure out what life is all about as it will never get easier anyway. age catches up with us and it’ll get tougher by the minute of each day.
living the day, we make decisions. some may be for self, whereas some may be for others. we are fully responsible for it and though...
it’s august already, bestie’s birthday month. a month more to be officially a year older, 2 months more to be in a new school and 4 more months for 2010 to end. i skipped november if you realized. there isn’t anything major happening in november for me, yet.
fast isn’t it? another year is going to end. i remember the days when i’d hoped for the year to end fast just...